Feb. 02 '23

Today is an exercise of loving myself, as I reflect on 5 things I love about myself. 

It has always been easy for me to see the best in others

and let doubt scream loudly in my mind.

But, why not celebrate things I’m proud of, 

Or at least jot them down as a reminder

For those days when insecurity seems to win?

First of all,

I love that I’m rather easy going.

By no means I’m saying I’m not uptight or particular about things,

But in general, I can make do with what’s available. 

I’m pretty happy about that.

Number two,

I love that I see life as an adventure. 

I’m always up for new experiences and lessons, both in a literal and metaphorical sense.

I’m not an adrenaline junkie or an extreme sport participant, 

but once in a while I don’t mind getting out of my usual route just to see what’ll happen.

Third,

I love that I romantacize things. 

I know, it brought me into trouble, too. But life as a romantic infuse things with purpose,

that little things become beautiful with its own place in the universe.

Mine is a rather optimistic base, with a dash of reality just to balance the taste.

Next, number four.

I love that I can be organized and manage sizeable projects,

Plan trips and exams months in advance,

yet live inside a pile of an organzied mess.

Aka, I love comtradictions. Hey, the world’s got black and white and gray, right?

Finally, I love that I’m a good listener.

Yes, I have to learn to speak more and to speak up,

But so many people has something to say, quick to respond, needs to be heard.

I love that I get to sit there and listen, 

and observe the world as it goes, 

and pick up things because I listen.

Hey, hasn’t this been a good list?

Let’s call it a day, and see what else tomorrow brings.

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ps: the day has been hard and causes self-doubt for unexpected reasons.  huh.