Mar. 21 '23

 I am a pro procrastinator. 

It is a choice, of course, to delay doing something,

even when it is important.

Things like replying to a chat, 

writing down a script/idea, 

picking up the phone, 

things like these.

Honestly though, it is often born out of terrible anxiety,

of either confrontation or the unknown. 

Or sometimes you really are not in the mood to do something, 

and it ruins your mood for the rest of the day. 

Doing it tomorrow is really my mantra 

- until there is no more tomorrow and it has to be done yesterday. 

:) 

But, yeah. 

I'm trying to do it less,

as little as I can,

but it's still piling up. 

I will try and try again, though. 

As usual. 

I will try again. 

-*^^*-

Mar. 05 '23

 (So, okay, 

I didn't finish it all in February.

I was stuck with demanding work days and dramatic travel days. 

My body was tired and so was my brain. 

But I want to finish what I started, 

so let's resume!

Starting now.)

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I'm bracing myself for two weeks of hard work. 

So today, I'm taking it real easy, 

eating right, filling my cup, 

and enjoying a proper break!

I've had this bag of brownie crisps for almost a week now, 

and I've been saving it. 

I was skeptical of how it would taste - from the packaging, it looked too healthy and seemed like it'd be dry. 

But I guess brownies are brownies, right? 

Luckily, that is the case!

It was the most delicious, crispy yet decadent snack!

I finished the entire bag today xD 

Just another reminder to keep expanding my horizon by trying new things.

It is a gamble, I know. 

And most things would turn out to be more annoying than great, 

but if we never try, we'll never know. 

-*^^*-